
by Sarah Van Diest
“And let
us run with perseverance the race marked out for us, fixing our eyes on Jesus,
the pioneer and perfecter of faith. For the joy set before him he endured the
cross, scorning its shame, and sat down at the right hand of the throne of God.
Consider him who endured such opposition from sinners, so that you will not
grow weary and lose heart” Hebrews 12:1b-3.
I need
You, Father, so very much.
I’m
struggling today. In words to a writer friend I wrote, “I think this writer’s-giant-mountain-of-a-wall is going to swallow me whole and eat me
alive. That’s all.” Do you know what I’m talking about? I’m paralyzed with
words of every size and color shooting through my brain and hitting the canvas
of my writing like bugs splattered on the windshield. It’s a gooey, bloody
mess.