From Edie: Heidi McGill helps writers discover the difference between hustle and abiding, and learn why writers need God's presence more than productivity to overcome burnout, find peace, and write with purpose.
by Heidi McGill @HeidiGrayMcGill
What a Diagnosis, a Rage, and a Surprising Peace Taught Me About Showing Up for God
I was furious with God.
The retinitis pigmentosa diagnosis came with a timeline I did not ask for and a future I could not control. I had young daughters. A full life ahead of me. And now the slow certainty that I would lose my sight, degree by degree, until it was gone.
Anger did not keep me from habit, though. Every day I opened my Bible, spent a cursory amount of time in the Word, thanked God for my blessings, petitioned Him on behalf of others, and closed with the request I knew He would not grant. I wanted my sight back.






