by Cindy Sproles @CindyDevoted
“This, then, is how you should pray…” Matthew 6:9-13 (NIV)
I rewrote the Lord’s Prayer and wondered if I’d done something sacrilegious. After all, it was Jesus’ prayer before it was mine, but I needed solstice. Sometimes we simply need to seek peace. Our minds and bodies grow weary.
It’s one year from my first brain surgery. One year ago, when I couldn’t walk a straight line or hear over the internal sounds of my heartbeat, blood pumping, and footsteps. My world was so noisy and I longed for peace and quiet.
Drilling into
my head wasn’t the answer I sought. It’s not like God can just snap His fingers
and fix things, but that wasn’t His plan. He needed me to walk a different
path. He wanted to groom me for something that, well. . . is truly yet to be
seen.
My prayer
became pleas for protection, healing, and peace. I wanted quiet. And if God
needed me to hear that still small voice, it was impossible through all the
noise. Concentration eluded me. The words I felt pushed to write . . . missing.
Still I forged ahead even when I knew the words I penned were . . . less than
adequate.
I took hold of
the hundreds of times I’d heard, “Just write, even when things are hard. Just
write.” And I wondered if “just writing” for the heck of writing words, was
worth it? Sitting down at the computer became a dreaded thing and not something
I ever imagined I’d feel about this craft I loved. I’m a good student and I
continued to do what I was taught. Write, despite. . .but God was calling me
into a new season. I was too blind to see and literally, to deaf to hear.
There is
wisdom in continuing to forge ahead. Wiser writers than me have weathered
tougher situations and yet, they kept up the battle. Some turning out their
best work, but me – I struggled day to day. My mind refused to process quickly
and frustration became my writing partner. In a moment when tears dripped off
my cheek, I relinquished control. That’s when I made the decision to rewrite
the Lord’s Prayer. I needed redirection. I needed to be left alone for a time –
no expectations, no demands.
There were
times Jesus secluded Himself. Times He felt and longed for quiet. In the thick
of His ministry, thousands swamped Him, pleading for a touch of His healing.
Physically and mentally, He grew weary and He would retreat alone to spend time
in prayer with His Father. We don’t know the prayers Jesus offered up during
those times. Perhaps, for His compassion to remain intact, maybe physical
strength, or just peace and quiet. Maybe, like me, He felt part of His ministry
slipping away. But He needed to renew and recharge from the cries of the
afflicted.
When Jesus
took time to teach us prayer, the simplicity of His words etched in our hearts.
His prayer became our prayer—the one we go to when we cannot find the words.
I’ve spoken that prayer hundreds of times, but this time I brought a healing
and weary body to the feet of Christ. He’d protected, healed much . . . not
all, but much, and as I sought out the peace and quiet I longed for, I heard
Him speak to my heart. Rest my love. The
words are in the peace you will find. Trust me. Rest.
I rose from my
bed, grabbed my computer and poured the first real words I’d penned in months.
But it took my re-writing the Lord’s Prayer to see what I needed. I’ve prayed
the rewrite over and over and when I least expected it, God answered.
Give me this day, Lord, my portion of
bread. Please, in your mercy, forgive my sins and guide me to forgive others—even when it’s hard. Protect me from Satan and the things he entices me toward.
For You, O mighty God. . .You are holy. May I be teachable and acceptant of
your will in my life, especially when I do not understand the path You have me
on. For, Lord God, this is YOUR kingdom from now into eternity. Amen. And Amen.
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Cindy Sproles is an award-winning author and popular speaker. She is the cofounder of Christian Devotions ministries and managing editor of Straight Street Books and SonRise Devotionals, imprints of Lighthouse Publishing of the Carolinas. Cindy is the executive editor of
www.christiandevotions.us and
www.inspireafire.com. She teaches at writers
conferences nationwide and directs The Asheville Christian Writers Conference - Writers Boot Camp.
She is the author of two devotionals, He Said, She Said - Learning to Live a Life of Passion and New Sheets - Thirty Days to Refine You into the Woman You Can Be. Cindy's debut novel, Mercy's Rain, is available at major retailers. Visit Cindy at www.cindysproles.com and book her for your next conference or ladies retreat. Also connect with her on Facebook and Twitter.
Absolutely beautiful. Thank you for sharing.
ReplyDeleteThank you. Glad it touched you.
DeleteTouchs my heart today. Thank you!
ReplyDeleteCan only echo your Amen Ms. Cindy. God's blessings for sharing your heart ma'am. I pray He blesses you for your steadfast faith, and your belief that He will always be there with you. Thank you so much.
ReplyDeleteAwe, thanks.
DeleteBeautifully rewritten and yet so true to the original.
ReplyDeleteAmazing job, Cindy!
Thank you.
DeleteThanks for sharing your beautiful prayer, Cindy. I love how God meets us right where we are when we're hurting or when we can't find the words we think we should say while praying. Miraculous things happen when we humbly seek God for direction or wisdom. I believe He wants to hear our hearts. Thanks for sharing yours, Cindy. He brings so much beauty out from our trials. :)
ReplyDeleteIndeed. Thank you so much.
DeleteThanks for sharing your personal rewrite. Its beauty is radiant with truth and wisdom.
ReplyDeleteLike you in hard times, I write scripture for comfort as well as for taking hold of direction. Your challenge to rewrite a passage to personalize a message is encouraging.
Praying on for you, Cindy.
I find writing scripture helps me process, Thanks for the encouragement.
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