“Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness, for they shall be satisfied." Matthew 5:6
My husband and I began the
spiritual discipline of fasting almost twenty years ago. I’ve learned many
things through fasting, but one of the most profound was the difference between
being unfulfilled as opposed to truly hungry.
That word need means many
things to many people. I used to think it was a synonym for the word want. And
although I still occasionally treat it as such, I now know the difference.
God has used the experience
of truly needing food, as opposed to wanting something in my mouth, to teach me
about other things throughout the years. This past year He showed me the
difference between wanting to write because I felt unfulfilled versus needing
to write because I was hungry to serve Him.
Throughout my career as a
freelance writer I’ve had the opportunity to write many things. And I’ve become
comfortable with several different disciplines, especially in the realm of
non-fiction. But this year God’s call involved writing fiction. Something I’ve
always dreamed of doing full-time, but have also feared attempting. You see, I
have a certain track record with non-fiction, and I know I can succeed there.
Now fiction, that’s another thing altogether. Taking that on means stretching,
growing, and more importantly relying TOTALLY on God.
Oh, I know what you mean. The years I spent working in the Abstinence program, writing a curriculum, presenting it, filled a need.It was also something that God gave me to do, but I had a hunger to get back to fiction. And, at exactly the right time, God released me to go back to my beloved fiction!
ReplyDeleteYou've provided something nourishing to chew on here, Edie! Thanks.
ReplyDeleteThank you, Edie, for the clarification and the challenge. God bless you for speaking up and obeying the Lord. God is also speaking to me about where my time needs to go and why.
ReplyDeleteOpening some thought ways. What are my dreams? What are God's dreams for me? Need to meditate on this for sure. God sure fills me up so watching and wondering where I am headed next.
ReplyDeleteBlessings,
Janis
You are an excellent fiction writer! I can't wait to see what God has for you next! :-)
ReplyDeleteBeautiful post, Edie. And encouraging since it's hard for me to let go of the known, but then I'm miserable when I don't go where I know I'm supposed to be.
ReplyDeleteYou'll do fiction just like nonfiction ... beautifully, I'm sure.