A lot of writing is like cross carrying. We tend to write about things that matter to us. Things matter to us because of our life experiences. When difficult things arise we all tend to ask why. I've found a more productive way to look at those traumas that shape us.
I think we all have regrets in our life, no matter how old we are. I have things I regret doing and not doing. I also have things I regret going through. I used to spend a lot of time in prayer asking God why and I got frustrated because God often didn’t seem to answer. Then one day, while reading my Bible, I came across this verse. Now I’ve read this verse many times before, but this time God’s Spirit spoke to me. He showed me that God doesn’t like the pain I’ve been through, but He’s used it in a powerful way in my life. He showed me that I wouldn’t be the person I am, without those times I regret. They are, in effect, my cross. They are things I have had to carry to become more Christ-like.
So for me, the question has become, “Do I want to be more like Jesus?” Absolutely! Then, I’ve had to look back and come to the painful knowledge that those times of regret have done that. They’ve made me into the person I am today. I’m now able to say, “I wouldn’t choose it, but I wouldn’t change it.” Is that easy? No way. Sometimes it takes years after a painful event or circumstance, but I can unequivocally say it’s worth the battle.
What are your regrets? Look back and let God show you the great things He’s done through them. I'd love to hear about some of the things you've learned.
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Blessings,
Edie
A hard truth, for sure, but one we must accept if we are to be true followers of Christ. And although I know God sometimes blesses us with material and health blessings, I believe that verse refutes the prosperity Christianity promoted by some today.
ReplyDeleteAs a writer, it's easy to imagine what life would be like if this, or if that. But I'm learning God knows about the "if's", and I think He wants me to enjoy life now. With Him. I think that's what He's trying to teach me about faith.
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